L'amour pas por moi | Love, it's not for me

Pourquoi faire ce tas de plaisirs, dr frissons, de caresses, de pauvres promesses?

Yazalde

The key to Anxiety

For the last three years i Ran
Against the traps of anxiety
Without realizing I was the fuel
And it was not burning quietly

I Ran away from it
Like it was my worst nightmare

I was making it real
And exhausting the air

Don't Run
From a thing that's not real
Accept the sensation
Stay calm and still

Just try to overcome
Don't run away from it
Grab the bull by the horns
And give him a treat

Wait until it passes and you win
A life changing and smile you never seen

Accept it and try to distract yourself
Trought the tv or the book on the shelf

Don't materialize feelings
No matter what you feel
Escapes are feeding it
F.alse E.vidence A.ppearing R.eal

Yazalde

"We know oserving fear isn't easy, Your mind will be screaming at you to respond as you've done in the past. Through persistent practice, it'll get easier to observe and take note of thoughts, images, and urges rather than doing as they say. Here's how you get started" -The Mindfulness and Accenptance Workbook for Anxiety

If you want an answer ask me.

Yazalde

Pink Glasses

Jonh lennon talked about us
Who believe in hapiness forever
In a world of coloured lives
Big gardens? Wherever...

We have the power to change it all
By giving a smile of support and compassion
To reveal unjustice and pass the message
of the power of words and actions

The germans may say i'm wearing pink glasses
That i'm a foolish beginner
But i like to keep high expectations
Would you mind to be a dreamer?

the start of something new or better

"To dream that your boyfriend or girlfriend is breaking up with you means that your relationship is moving to the next level. In a way, it is an end to something; you are leaving some past behind. At the same time, it is the start of something new or better"


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Shining Sun

(This is not an angry poem)


On your sculpted body
I can't count any flaws
Desire instantly emerges
In my promiscous mind laws

You turn me on when you smile
You turn me on when you're mad
Even when I'm hurted
My love starts to spread

Your delicate face
and your watery deep eyes
sound like a music orchestra
and the most beautiful sunrise

Yazalde

Paranoia Story

The story of a girl
who could handle emotions
Always making dramas
Throwing sharks in the oceans

One day someone showed her
Through the worst way
Both were getting sad
Egos on e-bay

Who's making you sad?
What's making you cry?
It's your paranoic head
And your dirty eye

About to lose hope
Staring at broken glass
She made a love poem
measuring the mess

Learn with your mistakes
Grab your self-esteem
You got to find the trust
As hard as it may seem

Yazalde

Action-reaction

Would it be good
not obtaining a reaction?
To give a punch
and receive satisfaction?

Follow a logical guide
If you discard the other
There will be wounds exploding
and both will be bothered

Don't expect warm spoons
You have used a knife
Eat your soup with it
Learn the rules of life


Action-Reaction
Do not forget
People, not machines
At least, not yet

Yazalde

Brain eater

"Shut up!"

Are you that stupid?
Or just playing dumb?
An ant must have eaten your brain
and left it just a crumb

Make me a fool
'Cause I don't work with lies
Then manipulate me
While you look me in the eyes

"Shut up!"
"Shut up!"

Stab me
I am not watching my back
Stab me now
Since you'll not feel the lack

What are you doing?
I'm going mad
to think you loved me
and We shared your bed

and now you get what you want,

Silence

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Addicted

I'm afraid it won't stop growing
You are consuming me
I need your mouth to eat
I need your eyes to see

Worm me up
I feel it like never before
The Sun almost burns
Each day i want you more

Make this last a while
There is no better view
Either I'm insane
or addicted to you

Yazalde

Look through the mirage

It's love but you doubt it
Because you still want the world
and all the winds and hurricanes
Around your tiny swirl

You have what you need
what you wished and adore
But you only realize it
when you hit the floor

Look through the mirage
No matter how divine
Between reality and illusion
There is a fine line

Memorize the past perfect
That's not that perfect after all
Learn to estimate
So you won't jump and fall


Yazalde

Double-edged sword

I don't think i will ever say it
But I have to apologize
I've bought the sun
and didn't check the price

It was not on purpose
It is not a payback
All the stars were fading
life was turning black

That light was vital
To keep me walking sane
Now I feel the weight
even though in vain

I know it is my fault
I should have walked away
But i was sunk in darkness
Until that shinny day

It's a double-edged sword
Don't make it easy for me
I don't want to cause you damaged
It's the happiest way to be

Yazalde

Achilles' heel for all

Looking strong
But aching
Her stomach is buzzing
Her legs are shaking

Looking through the enemy
The eyes of the past
She was left shattered
Burned from the blast

with all hopes vanished
she pities that child

her loss of innocence

Once thrilling and wild


She thinks ashamed
'Forget this filed case
I've grown stronger
After that craze'

Achilles' heel for all
No one escapes from it
Overcome the pain
Dance to the bitterness beat


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Juice of sin

I found my secret
In a forbidden place
Left me unarmed
Gravitating in space
Squeezed apple
Juice of sin
Fought it against
Skin to skin
I was defeated
But I won instead
kept the light to my path
and his face in my head

Yazalde

the fragrance

I am in.
Is it too late?
you don't seem to care
Am I a dead- weight?
Will it change if I fight for you?
I'm waiting for the end of the lies
as far as I cant stand
the deviation of your eyes
Until then
I'll wait for the sun to rise
and for the blossoming flowers
That bring the frangrance of my own skin
Mesmerize you

Yazalde

Step aside

To resign from a post, especially when being replaced.

Insanely Unnhappy

Ruining everything
To know what I want
Tears constantly fall
as a water font
I'm drowning deeper
in my own selfish pride
I'm insanely unnhappy
You're not by my side

Yazalde

I can't and I won't

I can't and I won't
be with you
hold you tightly and kiss your hand
You can't and you won't
Try to kiss me
so I cannot let you do it
and kiss you right back
We can't and we won't
surrender to each other
for the last time
I won't see you for the last time
I can't
and certainly, I won't

Yazalde

Unprotected

The walls were broken
The ones that kept us standing
I was left frozen and unprotected
Like a fetus
Who's insatiable
Small and vulnerable
I am
Without you

Yazalde

Lost cat

"If your cat has disappeared in your dream, that may mean something close to you may be lost to you .
Whatever you are likely to lose in your life it is important to seek help from other people.
How do you feel inside about loosing something important to you?
The cat in the dream may symbolize it is time for you to give up something in your life."

Yazalde

Tornado

"To see a tornado in your dream, suggests that you are experiencing some extreme emotional outbursts and temper tantrums. Is there a situation or relationship in your life that may be potentially destructive?"




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Fill the void

Sex does not fill the void 

You showed me today
The pain in my chest
Will not go away
Because words aren't enough
You are the proof
Don't waste more words

Neither our youth

Yazalde

Friend of mine

Intertwined
With our palms  in connection
Conveying the feelings
That were in dissection
Please,
Do not fall in love
I just couldn't stand it,
Perhaps,
Possession
Shame on me

Yazalde

Let us be

It's all about that isn't it?
Female and male
Mrs Friendship is dead
Dear Sanity you're going to fail
Seems like an awkward stalking
With no reason
While I'm walking
With your yesterday
Today
Do you know my status?
Do you even know me?
Move on darling
Let us be
even if we are just
Well, whatever

Yazalde

Drooling looking at us

I thought you knew nothing
So I looked at me
Blind is the one
who doesn't want to see

You were right
Sure, of course, indeed
Just
What i needed

I was almost missing
The sound of  the night
Where our friend is shining
All big and white

Drooling looking at us
The moon will be there
Until we fade away
Somehow, somewhere

Yazalde

Chemistry

I knew it from the beginning
Hope you keep your word
When you finally find
Your singing bird

"I'm not like the others"
You are even weaker
We were almost making
Chemistry in the beaker

I hope you get it  
It takes time to break the ice
Now, go ahead and give up
But try to make it nice

Yazalde

Like a new chewing gum

Don't be so shocked
It was simply fun
Another experience
Like a new chewing gum

Make and take
With no compromise
Just to enjoy
There was no disguise

Do not get stucked
Do not blame you
Find another player
Who wants to re-do

Yazalde

Waiting in vain

What was I still doing
Waiting here in vain?
You're not even near
I must be insane

They are working  faster
Than a cigarette machine
All the hopes were wasted
In a foolish dream

The other laughs
Another cries
Hoping that one day
I reject other guys

Welcome unknown
I'm leaving the past
With no regrets
Don't look at my ass

Yazalde

Can you hold my hand?

Boiling until dizziness comes
Mom, am I going to die?
Head and heart, side by side
Fast as a plane in the sky

Afraid of every sound
Every move looks like a threat
Let's end this unknow trip
I'm beginning to sweat

I dont know where I am
Like a grain of a desert sand
Green flowers don't help
Can you, please, hold my hand?


Yazalde

From hero to zero

Like a broken mirror
With distorted face
Fallen from the pedestal
Ended up at last place

Now I find you ugly
And small like a bug
I feel like I was stoned
Without any drug

There is no simpathy
An uninteresting talk
From hero to zero
What a weird long walk

Yazalde